This is how life works: do good things and nobody will see, but make a mistake – just one mistake, one bad move – and everybody will judge you.
They will judge you and your whole personality with that just one wrongdoing of yours, not taking into consideration all the good things you’ve done… they will judge you as if they’ve known you your whole life. And to me… that’s a total bullshit!
I mean, what the hell? I’m not trying to come clean or anything ‘coz I’ve judged people as much as people has been judging me; sometimes I care about what they say, sometimes I get really hurt by it, but most of the time I don’t or I don’t know.. I feel indifferent.
Maybe I still care, maybe it still hurts if I’ll take time to take it all in… But I’m done trying to prove them wrong. I’m done trying to prove myself to others. I’m done trying to meet somebody else’s expectations of me. I’m done trying not to disappoint anyone..
I’m done listening to what they say because I’ve decided this is my life and I won’t let them control my happiness. I realized this world is full of distorted views that I will be only causing my own unhappines if I let them get in my nerves, so now I’m done with the rest of the world.
Afterall all the people that matters know me much more than what other people might think of me- and that is all that matters. I don’t have to explain myself to them or to anybody else, ’cause no matter what I do, people will always say something, so why bother? As long as I know I’m not doing anything that might impair somebody else’s happiness, as long as I am doing what I believe is right, as long as I’m not breaking any rules (but it would be nice to break some rules sometimes every once in a while, I guess)… I’ll try my best to pursue the things that makes me happy no matter how people will judge me.
Life is too short to be miserable, let’s just ignore all the negativities and go on with our lives. Respect each other’s space and point of views and instead of trying to get in the way of other people’s happiness, why don’t we just spread goodvibes?